At the start of the COVID-19 pandemic, I returned to painting and the concept of autobiography, which touches upon earlier works. Abstracting and experimenting in geometric patterns allowed me to express my internal nature as optical illusions on canvas. Conceptually, I approached this series as a diary of my emotions. Alone, isolated in a room, unable to travel to and visit family. I poured my energies into creating visual structure. Instead of scripting a design, I experimented by allowing the patterns to come out of a subconscious state. Surprisingly, the compositions produced three-dimensional visual illusions, infinitely expandable and shrinkable, an internal maze or brain map to follow, to search, and to become lost inside. Navigating these paintings during the crisis helped connect my internal self with an understanding of the state of the world. As physicist David Bohm states, “Everything that seems constant in the world, audible and tangible, is only an illusion.